I've seen this change of expression in children I've taught during my Red Cross babysitting classes when we've discussed the signs of abuse and how to report it. I've wondered how many of them have been through this hell with trusted family members or others. I'm so sorry this happened to you Kasey. No child should have to experience this. I'm glad that writing is helping you. I would also recommend seeing a therapist. Even a single session could be extremely helpful. 💕