Linda I'm so sorry about your dad. He sounds like a lovely man. He was very lucky to have such a kind and caring daughter to look after him.

It's incredibly painful losing a parent I know and I'm sure you miss your dad terribly. It will take time to come to terms with his death. Be very kind and patient with yourself right now. Grief does strange things to the brain especially the memory. You may feel like you're going a bit crazy, but it's completely normal and everything will settle down eventually.

I'm sending you my biggest warmest hug and wish you strength to get through this. 💕